Here is week three of my Peace at Christmas devotional. Leave a comment and let me know how you are surviving the holiday.
Monday, December 14, 2015
Monday, December 7, 2015
Wednesday, December 2, 2015
Monday, November 23, 2015
I Got You
My 2-year old goddaughter is afraid of the vacuum. She is
pretty much afraid of anything that makes loud noises. Not unusual for children
that age. All my children were afraid of the vacuum at that age. My husband and
I try to make sure it’s hidden when she visits. But if we forget, she lets us
know as soon she arrives at our house.
One day after dinner, we discovered that we needed to use
the vacuum on the rice grains that fell from the table. My goddaughter was
warned that the vacuum was coming out. She promptly began to run and hide. My
husband scooped her up in his lap until the vacuuming was done, telling her, “I
got you.”
It was an interesting picture. My husband is very muscular
with broad shoulders. My goddaughter is small for her age since she was born
premature. Big man protecting a little girl. My goddaughter sat in my husband’s
lap, watching the vacuum, calm and without shedding one tear. As I watched this
scene, I was struck by how much my goddaughter’s attitude towards her fear
changed. On the floor with the vacuum, she was terrified. But in her
godfather’s lap, she wasn’t.
This brought to mind how Christians relate to God. Oh, to
climb into God’s presence and calmly and peacefully watch the things that once
terrified us. God is big, strong and is willing to hold us when we’re afraid. The
scene with my goddaughter just reminded me that my Abba Daddy is will scoop me
up when I’m afraid, no matter how irrational my fear my be. I’m thankful for
the reminder that I don’t have to be afraid. I just need to climb in my Father’s
lap and hear him say, “I got you.”
Friday, November 6, 2015
My Life in Stitches: Accidents Happen
A little while ago, a woman in my knitting group accidently
bought a lot of yarn through an online shop. She was recovering from a sickness
and on medication when she did it. She didn’t realize what she had done until
later. I admit I laughed at her story. She got some amazing yarn, so it was a
happy ending. It was an odd story but I thought it was her unique story.
…Until I accidently bought yarn.
No medication or sickness was involved. I was completely
cognizant. So it started, like most things, with Facebook. One of my favorite
online yarn shops, Jimmy Beans Wool, put up a post on mill end Cascade 220 on
sale. I hopped over the site and browsed. And I admit, I added stuff to my
cart.
One of my favorite yarn stores! |
One of the thing I love about Jimmy Beans is that they give
5% cash back on purchases. They also offer coupons for free shipping to loyal
customers. So after added what I wanted to my cart, I tried to log in. My goal
was to see if I had any cash back and free shipping coupons to use.
But I missed one important thing. In order to streamline
people’s yarn addiction, Jimmy Bean Wools added a one-click button. So instead
of logging in, I purchased 7 skeins of Cascade 220 mill ends. And like my
knitting friend, I didn’t realize what I had done until I got the confirmation email
thanking me for my purchase.
I could have returned them, but they were such a good deal.
I decided to keep them. Besides, now I can say I accidently bought yarn.
Wednesday, November 4, 2015
Discovering Writer Me
Self-discovery is the unexpected benefit to writing. Being
creative on demand requires you to know how you work and what gets the words
flowing. Over the years, I’ve discovered a few things about my writing process.
I can’t work with writing software. I’ve several different ones but for a
reason I haven’t discovered, they don’t work for me. My suspension of why leads
me to the next thing I’ve discovered about myself: I am a global writer. I need
to see the whole picture of my novel.
I’ve discovered that although I consider myself a tech girl,
my writing life is better with as little tech as possible. Give me a poster
board, a spiral notebook, some Post-it notes, a mechanical pencil and a black
ballpoint pen. The only tech I need is my Mac so I can actually write the novel
and do research.
This year, I made a new discovery, although I feel a little
silly calling it a discovery. I’ve known it all along, but I never really
acknowledged the truth.
I am an autumn writer.
Something about turning leaves, cooler temperatures, and
pumpkin flavored everything inspires me. I feel cozy and invigorated. No other
season does that for me. I feel more alive in the fall than in any other time
of year. And my words flow freer during this time, whether it’s blogs,
journaling or novels.
In contrast, I cannot write in the summer. Something about
that season makes me want to go outside and play. I guess the adult me hasn’t
relinquished the carefree laziness summer. I don’t want to create, I want to
watch storm clouds roll in and breezes rustling green-leafed trees.
Now that I know this about myself, I will pay more attention
to how the seasons impact my life. Winter and spring are up next. Wonder what
words will flow out of them…
Monday, November 2, 2015
The Call to Ministry
Here is a conversation I've had many times. People tell me
that they feel called to "the ministry." After they inform me of
this, they tell me about their plans and what they think this ministry is going
to be like. I enjoy hearing about people's callings but there is something I
began to notice. People threat ministry like it's a destination and once they
reach that place, they’re calling will start.
I know of people who have an idea of what their ministry
will be but they aren’t doing anything until the scenarios in their minds have
been met. They are waiting for the perfect conditions to begin what they feel
they should be doing. Their talk about pastoring a church or evangelizing but
most time they have a singular picture of what that ministry will be.
I understand that God gives pictures and glimpses of what we
are supposed to do in the future, but what about right now? Can we do something
now? We have to remember that ministry is a calling and not a location. We do
not have to wait until we've "arrived" to an expected destination to
start ministering.
Now that I have “arrived” in the place I am called to, co-pastoring
a church, I can see that my ministry started the moment I accepted my calling.
God lead me to experiences and opportunities that gave me a glimpse of what I
would be doing now. He led me to pray for people, teach, disciple and encourage
in every stage of my life. There was no waiting to come to a certain place in
my life. My ministry began immediately.
Of course I didn’t realize it at that time. I didn’t see
that ministry have different levels of execution and platform, different seasons
and times. Now that I’m looking at it in hindsight, I can see that it began
even when I didn’t think the conditions were right.
The word minister
means to serve. Based on the definition, our ministry, our service can begin at
any time. We all have gifts and talents to serve others. If you can reach out
and help someone now, or tell someone about the gospel right where we are, we
are fulfilling our calling. You don’t have to wait for some perfect time to do
it because that will never come. Follow your calling right now and walk in your
ministry.
Friday, October 30, 2015
My Life in Stitches: Floor Full of Blocking
My knitting has fallen victim to my new job. Not that I have
one of those exhausting jobs, but that my 9-5 is occupied and I can’t knit as
much as I would like to. Before I had dedicated times of knitting. Now, I knit
on 15-miniute breaks, while I’m stuck in traffic or any other moment I can
steal.
The problem with this is over the summer I started a number
of projects to wear once the weather changed. I had a sweater, a shawl and a
poncho on my needles at the same time. I thought I had enough time to finish
them all before now. I did manage to finish knitting two of them but I didn’t
block them, and according to my husband, they’re not finished until they’re
blocked.
This past Sunday was my wake-up call. When we left for
church, it was barely sixty degrees outside. And the building we meet in is
county-owned, so the thermostat is set until someone comes and turns the heat
on later this year. I nearly got hypothermia during the church service. I
needed the things I knitted but they weren’t blocked.
I realized the error of my ways and blocked all three
garments, in addition to an item I knit for a swap partner and a scarf my
husband knit. Right now, they are keeping my living room floor warm but soon,
they’ll keep me warm.
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